Life was often compared to a pageant. A rich and vibrant tapestry that celebrated each pass of the weaver's shuttle as it passed through the loom of life, adding to or detracting from the warp of the loom that the Fates gave to each man or woman. Therefore, it was a small stretch that such pageantry was accorded to those who joined the ranks of the deceased. Or not, in certain cases. Paupers and the nameless masses were accorded little more than contempt and a kick of foot to roll them out of the way of passers-by. Sadly, Isabel thought with more than her fair share of rebellion, such was not the case with her detested sister-in-law. Why her family was making such an issue of her murder and burial; and please it God that when she was
finally in the ground she would stayed unmourned and forgotten, was beyond her ken.
Even worse were the restrictions that
she was expected to observe as a sign of her grief. Her face clouded as she looked into her crystallo looking glass. She hadn't an ounce of grief to spare for Sylvana, the cow. Isabel cocked her head at her reflected visage. She truly did not need vermilion to red her cheeks, nature had gifted her with the blush of pink roses on creamy skin; nor did she need it to redden her lips when a wash of berry juice served to highlight the natural redness of her lips. In that she was yards ahead of the unlamented Sylvana, whose body was even now little more than glorified worm food. It would be, she thought with a questionable flash of piety, a sin to desecrate what God had given her, so Isabel shunned the ashes she was expected to darken her visage with whilst the family mourned. It was bad enough the she was expected to forego slashed sleeves and bright colours, to eschew laughter and singing, and to limit her enjoyment of sweetly honeyed fruits and spiced wines.
"Straighten your head, chick," her woman scolded gently and set Isabel's head upright whilst she continued to weave a black silk ribbon through her hair. It didn't look the same with out the bright red coral beads or pearls, and Isabel tapped her foot in annoyance. The maid clucked in amusement before pausing and leaning down, "There, lamb, it will be hidden by the veil, so have some patience."
Isabel nodded. She would be wearing one of her grandmother's veils. It was still perfumed with herbs and the lingering scent of orris root, comforting smells of her childhood. Wrapped in this silk lace, it would be tolerable to try and express the expected level of grief at the family's loss. Isabel tapped her foot in impatience as the rest of her hair was piled onto her head and sewn into place with the ribbon.
"No!" she finally put her foot down when her woman held out a pair of coarse black stockings for her to wear. "No, and three times no! I will not!" It was one thing to wear a drab black overdress bereft of any gilt threads to relieve the plainness and to suffer unadorned sleeves without even a black pearl to relieve the starkness, but she
would not capitulate to this. "I will have my red stockings and blue garter, or I will wear none."
"What would your mother say?" the maid clucked. "Be reasonable, my chick."
"No," Francesca said from the doorway. "Let her wear her colours. I will not have my daughter be a liar." Isabel's mother moved into the room and closed the door. "No one of us misses Sylvana and we only go through this farce to keep the peace with the Ianzito family. Here, Isabel," she held out a small phial for her daughter, "it is violet water. Perfume yourself with this."
"Yes, mother. Thank you," she answered as her woman rolled the first red stocking up over her calf and secured it with a blue garter.
"Mm," her mother answered. Francesca licked her thumb and pressed it into the ashes. Rubbing her thumbs together, she took the liberty of lightly brushing under Isabel's eyes to give her the false appearance of dark circles. "There, that is acceptable. As is this, daughter mine," Francesca pulled out a braided rope of black pearls to secure about Isabel's neck. "It is not improper to appear to mourn even as we are celebrating. We go to church in the span of a glass. Be ready," Francesca gave Isabel a kiss on the cheek.
"I will be," she answered. One hour, she thought to herself. One hour to prepare to mourn a woman she hated, or at least prepare herself not to celebrate as the mass was sung for Sylvana's soul. That was time enough. Or, at least, she hoped it would be.