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I'm sittin' here next to the woman who is without a doubt the most absolutely beautiful person I've ever sat next to while she sleeps. Is it possible that a true blue angel could have materialized in my life at that perfect moment when I really needed one? Whether someone else agrees with me when I say that it is possible or not, I know better right about now. Guy like me has made his way around, I'm not gonna front about it or sugar coat any of it. Angel has herself a past, and she's never strayed away from talking about it if I questioned something about it, and I've got a past of my own. One that I'm not entirely proud of now, but none the less it's all apart of why I'm at the point in my life that I've reached, a point where I'm actually pretty damn happy with where I've ended up.

Things with Lauren are without a doubt better now than they've probably ever been with anyone else. Sure I jumped back and forth between Boston and Tampa during the Sox\Rays series, but I hopped a plane out to Vegas this past week to stop in and see her do her thing at work and we ended up staying out here a little while longer. No no, don't worry at all. Now sure, I may've been out in Vegas with the most amazing woman that I've ever known, but we didn't get married. That would've made for a hell of a story, wouldn't it?

The videos have started running so you know that the return is coming up pretty damn soon, and in anticipation for that I'm gonna be making a stop in Phoenix tonight for the pay per view, and possibly a stop in at Raw tomorrow night although I'm not entirely sure about Raw. I've got myself an in there in the other locker room so I can get into the shows to watch that foxy little thing Angelina Love do her thing. Flight is boarding so I'm bouncing on outta here